I have a plethora of ideas waiting to happen. (and some already happening of course) It just so happens at the same time this is all happening, I am getting married in one month, and going on a trip 15 days later. My (OUR) first EVER trip on a freaking plane overseas to Iceland. It is obvious where my preparation priorities should lie at the moment.
Not that I’m not extremely happy about all of the above, but I feel everything that I’ve been building up will now be SCREAMING on the back burner as I focus on these things. I need to set aside most creative projects (aka making things to sell and other artistic endeavors I have planned) for at least 2 months. I should be seeing that as a time to relax my brain and feel inspired by new beginnings and new scenery.
My brain though, it doesn’t like to relax…no, in fact when told to relax, it comes up with even more things to be overwhelmed by. :p My mind is constantly processing what it can do next!
I am seriously hard myself. All the time. For some reason I always feel like I’m in a rush to get everything done all at once. Things take time and I need to have patience with myself.
I think it comes from a fear of thinking something is going to stop me from doing it all, some obstacle, that if I don’t get in there and really get it off the ground fast I’m going to miss the chance. I wonder why I even let things like that bother me, I know I really shouldn’t!!!
<3 Thanks for reading, its been awhile since I’ve done a proper blog entry, I know it didn’t have much plot haha but it helped me sort some thoughts.
And if you didn’t read it, thanks for just being a follower. :p